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[ andyr holds adam's thinner frame tight to him, arms gentle as they wrap around and cradle him, and body curved to hold him tenderly into the set of him. fingertips brush over adam's cheek, and andyr's lips still dot along the side of his face, broad shoulders wanting to envelope him.
he knows the need for this sort of thing, but it doesn't make him any less terrified of going too far and hurting adam, or scaring him. he'll have to be careful, so, so careful. ]
All you have to do is say it, okay? [ 'stop', or 'wait'. or 'harder' or 'more'. andyr's resolved to be anything adam needs right now. ] Just tell me what to do. I'll take care of you, promise.
[ still careful and slow, andyr eases them, laying adam's back against the comforter spread over the mattress beneath them, his body following to blanket over him. ]
he knows the need for this sort of thing, but it doesn't make him any less terrified of going too far and hurting adam, or scaring him. he'll have to be careful, so, so careful. ]
All you have to do is say it, okay? [ 'stop', or 'wait'. or 'harder' or 'more'. andyr's resolved to be anything adam needs right now. ] Just tell me what to do. I'll take care of you, promise.
[ still careful and slow, andyr eases them, laying adam's back against the comforter spread over the mattress beneath them, his body following to blanket over him. ]
[ Adam doesn't quite trust himself but he knows that he trusts Andyr and that's enough here right now. He looks up at him as he feels the bed firm beneath him and the weight of Andyr over him. He feels his heart squeeze with unspoken feelings that aren't exactly a new thing with Andyr but he feels them rushing to the surface.
He nods his understanding of the words and he reaches up to thread his fingers into the back of the other's hair pulling him down to kiss him firmly and sealing this agreement between them with a kiss. He knows that Andyr is probably afraid, he's seen Adam shut down before but this is different.
Adam thinks this is an easier way to start, with his mouth, with his thighs parted to press against Andyr's hips. His hands slide down the other's back, careful of where not to touch as he curls his fingers along the edge of his shirt to pull it up so it could be tossed aside. ]
He nods his understanding of the words and he reaches up to thread his fingers into the back of the other's hair pulling him down to kiss him firmly and sealing this agreement between them with a kiss. He knows that Andyr is probably afraid, he's seen Adam shut down before but this is different.
Adam thinks this is an easier way to start, with his mouth, with his thighs parted to press against Andyr's hips. His hands slide down the other's back, careful of where not to touch as he curls his fingers along the edge of his shirt to pull it up so it could be tossed aside. ]
[There's a ping, and Andyr will find their TAB lighting up with what is, perhaps, the most straightforward birthday invitation you've ever seen.
Clearly made in a template, maybe titled "PROFESSIONAL LINES" or something equally boring, it invites you to a "a small birthday celebration" at a new restaurant/bar opening in Kauto's Region 1.
There is a button to RSVP, and the additional option to add a "plus one".
It is signed off simply with "SHEPARD".
Will you attend this crunk-ass fête, this... space jam??]
Clearly made in a template, maybe titled "PROFESSIONAL LINES" or something equally boring, it invites you to a "a small birthday celebration" at a new restaurant/bar opening in Kauto's Region 1.
There is a button to RSVP, and the additional option to add a "plus one".
It is signed off simply with "SHEPARD".
Will you attend this crunk-ass fête, this... space jam??]
[Andyr had given him everything he'd asked for and more. His body ached, there were bruises and abused skin and it'd all been exactly what he needed, what he wanted. He felt lighter and not like the world was crushing him as they lay panting tangled in the sheets and still coming down. He knew the other had broken his skin in a few places, those bites still hurting. Maybe still bleeding he didn't know. It didn't matter if they were he loved them. He hopes already that they'll leave scars.
He presses his face into the curve of Andyr's neck and he's full of so many things. He's grateful. Andyr had understood what he needed, he's not sure if the why made sense. Adam's not even sure the why made sense to himself but Andyr hadn't judged him. He'd accepted him like he was, did everything to give him what he needed.
They were done but Adam wasn't ready to pull away. The longer the sex was over the more the overwhelming emotions he felt for Andyr pushed to the surface. They weren't new by any means but they bubbled up uncontainable along with his gratitude for the care Andyr had shown him. he'd cried at some point too and he's glad he's not crying now as he pulls back to look at Andyr.
His fingers trace his face the way he's apt to do, loving and attentive and the words play on his lips and he finds himself scared to say them. The first time he'd said it to Ronan, it hadn't been scary. It was like reading a story you already knew the ending to. With Andyr, he didn't know. Andyr was only with him because of Ronan in the first place, he cared... But the words held weight because there was no confidence that Andyr would feel the same, perhaps the insecurities made only more apparent by the dissaray with Ronan earlier over Declan.]
I love you. [Adam murmurs and it's hard to immediately not say that Andyr doesn't have to say it back to make it easier to accept the rejection when it'd come. His fingers brush over Andyr's lips and he doesn't look away.]
He presses his face into the curve of Andyr's neck and he's full of so many things. He's grateful. Andyr had understood what he needed, he's not sure if the why made sense. Adam's not even sure the why made sense to himself but Andyr hadn't judged him. He'd accepted him like he was, did everything to give him what he needed.
They were done but Adam wasn't ready to pull away. The longer the sex was over the more the overwhelming emotions he felt for Andyr pushed to the surface. They weren't new by any means but they bubbled up uncontainable along with his gratitude for the care Andyr had shown him. he'd cried at some point too and he's glad he's not crying now as he pulls back to look at Andyr.
His fingers trace his face the way he's apt to do, loving and attentive and the words play on his lips and he finds himself scared to say them. The first time he'd said it to Ronan, it hadn't been scary. It was like reading a story you already knew the ending to. With Andyr, he didn't know. Andyr was only with him because of Ronan in the first place, he cared... But the words held weight because there was no confidence that Andyr would feel the same, perhaps the insecurities made only more apparent by the dissaray with Ronan earlier over Declan.]
I love you. [Adam murmurs and it's hard to immediately not say that Andyr doesn't have to say it back to make it easier to accept the rejection when it'd come. His fingers brush over Andyr's lips and he doesn't look away.]
[ Finishing the house had taken a lot of work, effort and money and then a little help from an enemy but it was done and Adam was proud of it for the most part. He'd brought Andyr first and they'd had leftover noodles from earlier when he'd got them from the shop near his work earlier that day.
Adam still feels heavy because the conversation he's already planned to have with Andyr, scared and nervous of having decided on a gamble that might leave him bankrupt. ]
Andyr I need to talk to you about something important. [ Adam inhales and holds his breath for a moment before he continues. ]
I'm going to break up with Ronan. [ His hand had reached for Andyr's, gripping it tightly as if soon as he said those words Andyr would bolt off. ]
Adam still feels heavy because the conversation he's already planned to have with Andyr, scared and nervous of having decided on a gamble that might leave him bankrupt. ]
Andyr I need to talk to you about something important. [ Adam inhales and holds his breath for a moment before he continues. ]
I'm going to break up with Ronan. [ His hand had reached for Andyr's, gripping it tightly as if soon as he said those words Andyr would bolt off. ]
[ andyr inhales, a deep rush of air as his lungs expand against his ribs, working himself up to this, to trying to let go, but only just so. even if adam wants him to be rough, he's still so human and so delicate. alva was the only one andyr had ever been able to truly fall into with complete abandon.
still, the thought of it dances through his mind, and as he kisses adam deep and firm, his fingers tighten against adam's, not enough to hurt or restrain, but something with force behind it. with a parting squeeze, sentimental and loving, andyr leans up just long enough to help adam tug his shirt up and off, tossed to the side, and his hands go to adam's thighs, giving him a sharp tug back, so that his ass slots against andyr's crotch, cock a hard line through his sweat pants, already wanting him.
strong hands moving up, he slides over adam's slender hips, gripping hard at him, and along his ribs, up his chest, until his fingers can curl into the collar of his undershirt. with a sharp rip, the garment tears, shredded down the center, and left for the tattered halves to lay folded open to adam's sides. he'll buy you a new one later, adam. ]
still, the thought of it dances through his mind, and as he kisses adam deep and firm, his fingers tighten against adam's, not enough to hurt or restrain, but something with force behind it. with a parting squeeze, sentimental and loving, andyr leans up just long enough to help adam tug his shirt up and off, tossed to the side, and his hands go to adam's thighs, giving him a sharp tug back, so that his ass slots against andyr's crotch, cock a hard line through his sweat pants, already wanting him.
strong hands moving up, he slides over adam's slender hips, gripping hard at him, and along his ribs, up his chest, until his fingers can curl into the collar of his undershirt. with a sharp rip, the garment tears, shredded down the center, and left for the tattered halves to lay folded open to adam's sides. he'll buy you a new one later, adam. ]
[ andyr's proud of the two of them, and especially of adam, who put so much into building this place, with all the brilliance and capability in his mind. really, all andyr'd done was hold things where adam told him to, or hammered something here, or drilled something there. he'd needed everything taught to him.
but, he'd learned, and it was something other than tearing things down, and that's maybe something to be proud of as well. now, they're lounged out in the living room of his new place, and andyr's feeling a happy kind of buzzing in his head. until, well, this. ]
What? [ at first, he doesn't believe what he hears, and you can see it, as realization dawns, and denial sets in, Andyr shaking his head. no, that can't be right. maybe just another fight? it can't be. ] Why? What do you mean? Have you talked to him about it?
but, he'd learned, and it was something other than tearing things down, and that's maybe something to be proud of as well. now, they're lounged out in the living room of his new place, and andyr's feeling a happy kind of buzzing in his head. until, well, this. ]
What? [ at first, he doesn't believe what he hears, and you can see it, as realization dawns, and denial sets in, Andyr shaking his head. no, that can't be right. maybe just another fight? it can't be. ] Why? What do you mean? Have you talked to him about it?
[ Adam knew he should have expected the questions but he still feels a bit off center when they come. It's hard to put it all into words and words that would be fair to Andyr. He holds onto his hand tightly still a quiet plea. ]
Not yet, I wanted to tell you first... [ Adam's brows furrow and maybe he should have talked to Ronan first but he didn't anticipate a conversation at least not one that would matter. Ronan never had much fight in him when it came to Adam. Other people... that was a different story. At least it'd come to look like a different story from where Adam stood. ]
Because he'll be happier without me. [ His eyes lower and it's not all just his self-deprecation, it's the months of Ronan wanting things and denying himself because Adam is there and still managing to hurt Adam in the process. Adam wanted more than Ronan was willing to give and this was how he would stop asking. ]
I won't be a burden... I can't be with the person he's become lately... all he does is hurt me. Time apart is better and then we can... [ Adam doesn't believe that. He sees too many reasons Ronan would never care to get him back. Adam really had never been good enough and he'd known the day would come when Ronan would see that, he'd just thought it'd take longer. ]
Not yet, I wanted to tell you first... [ Adam's brows furrow and maybe he should have talked to Ronan first but he didn't anticipate a conversation at least not one that would matter. Ronan never had much fight in him when it came to Adam. Other people... that was a different story. At least it'd come to look like a different story from where Adam stood. ]
Because he'll be happier without me. [ His eyes lower and it's not all just his self-deprecation, it's the months of Ronan wanting things and denying himself because Adam is there and still managing to hurt Adam in the process. Adam wanted more than Ronan was willing to give and this was how he would stop asking. ]
I won't be a burden... I can't be with the person he's become lately... all he does is hurt me. Time apart is better and then we can... [ Adam doesn't believe that. He sees too many reasons Ronan would never care to get him back. Adam really had never been good enough and he'd known the day would come when Ronan would see that, he'd just thought it'd take longer. ]
That's not true. He was miserable without you before, I saw it.
[ andyr shakes his head, distress written all over his features. ronan and adam had been his solid truth through all of this, the corner stone to life at monmouth, and the thought of them split seems like the earth beneath them too would open up and take back all they'd built, swallowing up ronan's dream and the family he'd built.
he still remembers holding ronan in his arms as he faded, hearing him talk about adam like he was the central sun of his world. like there was no living without him. how could adam think otherwise? ]
You were the only thing he wanted.
[ andyr shakes his head, distress written all over his features. ronan and adam had been his solid truth through all of this, the corner stone to life at monmouth, and the thought of them split seems like the earth beneath them too would open up and take back all they'd built, swallowing up ronan's dream and the family he'd built.
he still remembers holding ronan in his arms as he faded, hearing him talk about adam like he was the central sun of his world. like there was no living without him. how could adam think otherwise? ]
You were the only thing he wanted.
I was the only thing he thought he wanted, Andyr.
[Adam's voice is tired and he runs his thumb along the side of Andyr's hand. There's so much he can't say and make clear for Andyr because there's little point and it'd just hurt them both more most likely.]
All he's done lately is things that hurt me and all I do is hold him back from things... People... He wants to be with. [maybe that's not fair to say but Adam doesn't care as much about being fair.]
Maybe he and I meant to be together but not right now. [there's a brief pause and Adam's afraid to say what he's about to.]
I need to do this... But it doesn't change how I feel about you. How much I want you in my life the way you have been.
[Adam's voice is tired and he runs his thumb along the side of Andyr's hand. There's so much he can't say and make clear for Andyr because there's little point and it'd just hurt them both more most likely.]
All he's done lately is things that hurt me and all I do is hold him back from things... People... He wants to be with. [maybe that's not fair to say but Adam doesn't care as much about being fair.]
Maybe he and I meant to be together but not right now. [there's a brief pause and Adam's afraid to say what he's about to.]
I need to do this... But it doesn't change how I feel about you. How much I want you in my life the way you have been.
[ Adam knows that Andyr can never fully let go, not really, but there's a way that Andyr's always touched him that feels less careful, that's open and reckless. Adam already trusts him not to go too far everyday, even though he's seen parts of what Andyr is capable of. He can still taste him on his lips as they part to get rid of the shirt. A gasp slips past his lips when Andyr pulls him, feeling the hot and hard press of the other's cock against him and a sense of satisfaction at being wanted by this incredible man fills him. He doesn't know how he's ever come to earn it or deserve it that Andyr would want him even when he asks for too much.
His breathing his hard and the rip of his shirt shocks him, and if his mindset had been anywhere else in the start of this he might have laughed. He doesn't mourn the shirt in the least, rocking his hips down against the other's cock and his own was hard and aching already too. He pulls Andyr into another kiss, his hands sliding into his hair, curling as he kisses him deeply, biting at his bottom lip as he shrugs at the tatters of the shirt, not having to stop touching Andyr completely to get them shrugged away. ]
His breathing his hard and the rip of his shirt shocks him, and if his mindset had been anywhere else in the start of this he might have laughed. He doesn't mourn the shirt in the least, rocking his hips down against the other's cock and his own was hard and aching already too. He pulls Andyr into another kiss, his hands sliding into his hair, curling as he kisses him deeply, biting at his bottom lip as he shrugs at the tatters of the shirt, not having to stop touching Andyr completely to get them shrugged away. ]
He was just doing what he thought you wanted him to.
[ he'd known something happened with ronan before adam had specified that they were supposed to be exclusive, only the three of them with each other. andyr shakes his head, this can't be right. adam and ronan are one of the pillars of truth that supports his understanding of this world. multiple dimensions exist, not everyone is out to enslave him for his blood, and adam and ronan are in love.
this is just wrong. ]
I didn't know either. About the exclusive thing. I've never been in anything like that, and I thought, I dunno, I thought I was just extra, you know?
[ adam's talking about it as if it's already done, and andyr's mind just can't get past the denial of it. ] I feel the same about you, and I want you in my life, but-- You guys went through so much to get here, you can't just try to talk it out?
[ he'd known something happened with ronan before adam had specified that they were supposed to be exclusive, only the three of them with each other. andyr shakes his head, this can't be right. adam and ronan are one of the pillars of truth that supports his understanding of this world. multiple dimensions exist, not everyone is out to enslave him for his blood, and adam and ronan are in love.
this is just wrong. ]
I didn't know either. About the exclusive thing. I've never been in anything like that, and I thought, I dunno, I thought I was just extra, you know?
[ adam's talking about it as if it's already done, and andyr's mind just can't get past the denial of it. ] I feel the same about you, and I want you in my life, but-- You guys went through so much to get here, you can't just try to talk it out?
That's not true. He was doing what he wanted. [ Adam feels defensive at that insinuation. Andyr is one thing. Jesse, everything else that he's found out about and so rarely directly from Ronan, that's just proof that he was never really doing what he thought Adam wanted or needed. There's some things that Andyr didn't need to know. But acting like Ronan did any of it under a pretense that Adam would have wanted it was infuriating. Ronan had heard what he wanted to hear. Adam would have never thought that he needed to protect their relationship from others outside the three of them. ]
How does that make a fucking difference? You're missing the point. [ Adam feels the anger and pain pushing to the surface and he struggles to push them back down and tear it apart. ] I never even contemplated another person much less kissed or messed around with anyone else and he did. I'm nothing but something that's in the way of things that he wants more than he wants to be with me. [ If Adam had ever been what he wanted most there wouldn't have been all these months of pain, there wouldn't have been even more betrayal. ]
There's no point in trying to talk it out. Andyr, he's been putting other people in front of me for months now. I can't... do this when he's not as committed to me as I am. I'm nothing but an anchor and it'll drown us both.
How does that make a fucking difference? You're missing the point. [ Adam feels the anger and pain pushing to the surface and he struggles to push them back down and tear it apart. ] I never even contemplated another person much less kissed or messed around with anyone else and he did. I'm nothing but something that's in the way of things that he wants more than he wants to be with me. [ If Adam had ever been what he wanted most there wouldn't have been all these months of pain, there wouldn't have been even more betrayal. ]
There's no point in trying to talk it out. Andyr, he's been putting other people in front of me for months now. I can't... do this when he's not as committed to me as I am. I'm nothing but an anchor and it'll drown us both.
[ it's something of a shock to hear adam speak to him with that kind of anger, and andyr's quiet for a long moment after, looking down at his hands and rolling it over in his head. it says something about how final this is, how far it is past anything andyr can help with. ]
I don't get you two. Either of you. [ truly, he doesn't. he doesn't understand the limitations on love, the error in affection, coming from a place where it was sometimes so necessary just to keep yourself sane, to just feel human in a place that tried to drill it into your head that you weren't. that's no wrong doing of their's, just the fact andyr can't compute it. a pain in his chest that's morphing into frustration, because that's what andyr does with pain. ]
You have something most people can't even dream of. [ not in the reality andyr knows, not in what's still 'the world' to him. ] Whether anyone wants to admit it or not, Ronan's most likely dying. And the two of you can't just trust what comes out of each others' mouths? Or just fucking be honest?
I don't get you two. Either of you. [ truly, he doesn't. he doesn't understand the limitations on love, the error in affection, coming from a place where it was sometimes so necessary just to keep yourself sane, to just feel human in a place that tried to drill it into your head that you weren't. that's no wrong doing of their's, just the fact andyr can't compute it. a pain in his chest that's morphing into frustration, because that's what andyr does with pain. ]
You have something most people can't even dream of. [ not in the reality andyr knows, not in what's still 'the world' to him. ] Whether anyone wants to admit it or not, Ronan's most likely dying. And the two of you can't just trust what comes out of each others' mouths? Or just fucking be honest?
[ Adam's still trying to lock away the pain and anger because the last thing he wants is to break down crying or yelling in front of Andyr. He stares at a wall for long moments, listening but Andyr's words draw the pain back up and he has to blink quickly to chase away tears. ]
Ronan won't die. Everyone's so quick to believe that. [ Adam mumurs. But it'd never felt like the truth. He exhales heavily, rubbing his eyes harshly as if punishing them for tearing up. ]
I've been fucking honest with him and it gets me nowhere. I was never going to be good enough for him. I can't handle the things that he does and wants to do. He's not ready for me. Maybe he doesn't want to be or maybe we were wrong about us. He deserved someone better than broken trailer trash. I'm a mistake. [ And maybe Adam hoped that Ronan would end up chosing him after all was said and done but he knew right now Ronan wouldn't fight for him that he'd let him walk away and that is the worst part. Adam isn't the best thing that Ronan has and most likely Ronan would never come back to him because when he was ready it'd be for someone better than Adam. ]
I desesrve to stop getting hurt don't I? [ Was he supposed to stay with Ronan when all it brought was pain because Ronan isn't ready to be with him how Adam is with him? Breaking up wouldn't stop the pain but maybe he could stop pretending so much that he wasn't falling apart to everyone around him. Maybe at least it'd cap the amount of pain that there was.
Adam hadn't wanted to say any of these things. He hadn't wanted Andyr to see him fall apart and still only see part of the picture because Adam trying to protect him and trying to keep the other from running away and never coming back. ]
Ronan won't die. Everyone's so quick to believe that. [ Adam mumurs. But it'd never felt like the truth. He exhales heavily, rubbing his eyes harshly as if punishing them for tearing up. ]
I've been fucking honest with him and it gets me nowhere. I was never going to be good enough for him. I can't handle the things that he does and wants to do. He's not ready for me. Maybe he doesn't want to be or maybe we were wrong about us. He deserved someone better than broken trailer trash. I'm a mistake. [ And maybe Adam hoped that Ronan would end up chosing him after all was said and done but he knew right now Ronan wouldn't fight for him that he'd let him walk away and that is the worst part. Adam isn't the best thing that Ronan has and most likely Ronan would never come back to him because when he was ready it'd be for someone better than Adam. ]
I desesrve to stop getting hurt don't I? [ Was he supposed to stay with Ronan when all it brought was pain because Ronan isn't ready to be with him how Adam is with him? Breaking up wouldn't stop the pain but maybe he could stop pretending so much that he wasn't falling apart to everyone around him. Maybe at least it'd cap the amount of pain that there was.
Adam hadn't wanted to say any of these things. He hadn't wanted Andyr to see him fall apart and still only see part of the picture because Adam trying to protect him and trying to keep the other from running away and never coming back. ]
[ andyr watches adam and his certainty in ronan's survival. as much as he's been telling ronan to refuse to die, he knows, 95% of the time, the bad end is the reality, and hope only makes the life before it a bit more bearable. better to have it be something of a surprise, so as not to live while already dead inside.
it brings to mind, again, that adam barely knows anything about where andyr'd come from, including the fact he'll most likely be dead too within five hours of being back home.
none of this he brings up now. adam's right, he deserves to stop hurting, and andyr scoots forward, pulling the smaller boy into his arms, folding adam against his chest, his chin setting on top of ruffled blond hair. ]
Shh, you're not a mistake. You were never broken trailer trash to any of us. [ andyr rocks him, bundling adam up into his arms, wrapping around him. ] If you were, then I'm broken gutter trash, and Ronan's broken farm hick punk trash.
it brings to mind, again, that adam barely knows anything about where andyr'd come from, including the fact he'll most likely be dead too within five hours of being back home.
none of this he brings up now. adam's right, he deserves to stop hurting, and andyr scoots forward, pulling the smaller boy into his arms, folding adam against his chest, his chin setting on top of ruffled blond hair. ]
Shh, you're not a mistake. You were never broken trailer trash to any of us. [ andyr rocks him, bundling adam up into his arms, wrapping around him. ] If you were, then I'm broken gutter trash, and Ronan's broken farm hick punk trash.
[ Adam doesn't resist, instantly falling into Andyr's hold, curling into him. His arms slid around him as he closed his eyes feeling tears burning his eyes again but he again tries to blink them away. As much as this won't stop the hurt that's already there he still thinks this is the way to stop opening more wounds, to stop making the ones he already has worse. It's selfish but he knows he can't keep taking more and more.
His arms are tight around Anydr, his face pressing into his chest and he exhales shakily almost laughing at the words. He's always been a mistake, his birth was a mistake. Maybe Ronan is right and the only reason Ronan cares for him is because of a deal with Cabeswater. If that hadn't happened it never would have been Adam. ]
That's not how it works. [ He mumbles but that's all the argument he has. He just wants to hold Andyr and be held by him, stay in the warmth of something that's still surprisingly whole and warm. He doesn't know how this is the part of everything that's not broken, that doesn't hurt. He feels a burning need to protect and preserve it. ]
His arms are tight around Anydr, his face pressing into his chest and he exhales shakily almost laughing at the words. He's always been a mistake, his birth was a mistake. Maybe Ronan is right and the only reason Ronan cares for him is because of a deal with Cabeswater. If that hadn't happened it never would have been Adam. ]
That's not how it works. [ He mumbles but that's all the argument he has. He just wants to hold Andyr and be held by him, stay in the warmth of something that's still surprisingly whole and warm. He doesn't know how this is the part of everything that's not broken, that doesn't hurt. He feels a burning need to protect and preserve it. ]
Andyr,
Effective immediately, I will be on a leave of extended absence from the Aquarium. Length estimate at this time is a minimum of 45 consecutive days (during the current 100-day cycle).
During this time, I won't be around actively to do my parts of the rota. I've tried to split them up amongst yourself and the staff a bit to compensate, but I do ask that no one touches the SCUBA equipment until I return.
I won't have TAB access for much longer, so let me know if you have any questions as soon as you can.
Best,
Shepard
Effective immediately, I will be on a leave of extended absence from the Aquarium. Length estimate at this time is a minimum of 45 consecutive days (during the current 100-day cycle).
During this time, I won't be around actively to do my parts of the rota. I've tried to split them up amongst yourself and the staff a bit to compensate, but I do ask that no one touches the SCUBA equipment until I return.
I won't have TAB access for much longer, so let me know if you have any questions as soon as you can.
Best,
Shepard
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