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deconstruct) wrote2016-07-26 07:14 pm
deconstruct) wrote2016-07-26 07:14 pm
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hi cassie, A for effort. honestly, nick tested negative, so i don't give two fucks about him. you can chill.
kerns-norman gene, i already explained it to him. your friend should be more thorough when shit talking people.
nope, and i'm not from where you are, which is about all that's keeping me leaving nick alone, so be glad about that
[ even if he wasn't KN, there's too much similarity between alva, nick and steve. the houses would never let it go, and alva's life would turn into andyr's. so would the little girl in the photo alva's protecting, and andyr would gladly sail this whole fucking ship of people into the fucking sun to keep those two safe. that's just what it is. ]
[ even if he wasn't KN, there's too much similarity between alva, nick and steve. the houses would never let it go, and alva's life would turn into andyr's. so would the little girl in the photo alva's protecting, and andyr would gladly sail this whole fucking ship of people into the fucking sun to keep those two safe. that's just what it is. ]
it doesn't matter if we're not from the same place.
they could still come here. they could still take us all
[ She thinks about that for a second, unsure how to phrase it. Cassie's sure this guy doesn't know anything about them or Division, and that's worse than knowing in some ways. It means he has no idea what they're capable of, what they've done and would do if they ever got their hands on them. ]
just don't get on his bad side, okay?
they could still come here. they could still take us all
[ She thinks about that for a second, unsure how to phrase it. Cassie's sure this guy doesn't know anything about them or Division, and that's worse than knowing in some ways. It means he has no idea what they're capable of, what they've done and would do if they ever got their hands on them. ]
just don't get on his bad side, okay?
and do what with us?
[ when it's 'take' and not 'kill', that's when the sirens go off in andyr's head. he's thought, back when he was young and stupid, going on that mission to hapsburg would result in him die being the saddest outcome. 'take' is always worse. ]
what's his bad side like?
[ when it's 'take' and not 'kill', that's when the sirens go off in andyr's head. he's thought, back when he was young and stupid, going on that mission to hapsburg would result in him die being the saddest outcome. 'take' is always worse. ]
what's his bad side like?
because none of the rest of you are creepy enough
oh. guess i should stop printing off those newsletters
relax, i didn't say anything and im not planning to
probably better that way anyway. we don't need any assholes knowing all it takes is a good central thwack to kill you
relax, i didn't say anything and im not planning to
probably better that way anyway. we don't need any assholes knowing all it takes is a good central thwack to kill you
yeah because im sure everyone here is jonesing to steal a spare liver
you'll be fine, val
you'll be fine, val
oh my god chill, if people wanted livers that bad they'd probably already be knifing each other
i like levi too.
i like levi too.
I don't think I can talk to her about kids, Andyr.
Not right now.
[ There are so few people on the godforsaken earth that they call home that Alva would ever die for - Miray was one of them, was because there's been three of her and each one was different, just as Andyr and Mikal had been different despite being so much of the same. And there's been so much loss. So much of it, piling up on top of each other over the past six years.
He can't lose her. He can't lose him, either. He can't lose any more than he's already lost, than they have all already lost.
How much is enough? If there's a god listening - how much is fucking enough? ]
This is messed up. I'm messed up.
Not right now.
[ There are so few people on the godforsaken earth that they call home that Alva would ever die for - Miray was one of them, was because there's been three of her and each one was different, just as Andyr and Mikal had been different despite being so much of the same. And there's been so much loss. So much of it, piling up on top of each other over the past six years.
He can't lose her. He can't lose him, either. He can't lose any more than he's already lost, than they have all already lost.
How much is enough? If there's a god listening - how much is fucking enough? ]
This is messed up. I'm messed up.
[ shit. he should've just kept quiet and let miray do whatever the hell she wanted. ]
want me to do it?
[ does he want to? no. will it be completely miserable for him? yes. will he do it, just because he wants to spare alva from the pain of it? absolutely.
much as andyr shouts and growls and postures defiant and stubborn, there's some things he'll cave for every time. some people he'd go to the ends of the earth and back for. it's unfortunate for him that alva's one of them. ]
we came from a messed up place. you're allowed to be a little fucked in the head from it.
want me to do it?
[ does he want to? no. will it be completely miserable for him? yes. will he do it, just because he wants to spare alva from the pain of it? absolutely.
much as andyr shouts and growls and postures defiant and stubborn, there's some things he'll cave for every time. some people he'd go to the ends of the earth and back for. it's unfortunate for him that alva's one of them. ]
we came from a messed up place. you're allowed to be a little fucked in the head from it.
[ Whenever Andyr finally returns to his room, he'll find a small sheet of paper folded in half laying on his bed—probably placed their by a roommate when he asked. If opened, there's a simple sketch along with a few words just at the corner that read: ]
Thanks for the fish. SR
Thanks for the fish. SR
[ what
what what what
W H A T
since when does he get gifts, since when do people make things for him, since when are they fish things
what.
well, this gets stared at for a long time, and eventually pinned up on the wall near his bunk, but nothing's sent back to him for a day or so.
eventually, steve will find this dropped out of the vent grate, with a note scrawled on the back: ]
crown tail betta fish
sorry, i traced it
ps - named the goldfish rupert
[ he doesnt feel the need to sign it. who the fuck else would be sending you fish sketches, steve? ]
what what what
W H A T
since when does he get gifts, since when do people make things for him, since when are they fish things
what.
well, this gets stared at for a long time, and eventually pinned up on the wall near his bunk, but nothing's sent back to him for a day or so.
eventually, steve will find this dropped out of the vent grate, with a note scrawled on the back: ]
crown tail betta fish
sorry, i traced it
ps - named the goldfish rupert
[ he doesnt feel the need to sign it. who the fuck else would be sending you fish sketches, steve? ]
Edited 2016-08-04 06:00 (UTC)
[ Why Rupert though? ] I think I'm gonna name the other one Spot.
[ Because he's certainly very original when it comes to naming things, and it was either that or Dodger. Maybe Sparky. He'll have to ask for a list of names if there are going to be more sketches in the future, having already tucked the one of the Betta inside his sketchbook with the rough goldfish Andyr had drawn in there. ]
[ Because he's certainly very original when it comes to naming things, and it was either that or Dodger. Maybe Sparky. He'll have to ask for a list of names if there are going to be more sketches in the future, having already tucked the one of the Betta inside his sketchbook with the rough goldfish Andyr had drawn in there. ]
[ bc it seemed like a good name for a goldfish!!
also, wtf steven, what even is that name ]
you can't name a fish spot
there's not even any spots on it, its an outline
also, wtf steven, what even is that name ]
you can't name a fish spot
there's not even any spots on it, its an outline
spot's a name for a dog
a dog that has at least one spot
a dog that has at least one spot
is that what you're gonna do if you ever get a dog and can't think of a better name? just paint a spot on it?
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