[Finally, Adam's talking. Ronan listens gratefully, and it all starts to make sense. Adam seeing something between him and Andyr - or at least believing that he did - and this entirely misguided attempt to indulge Ronan's immorality. He still doesn't understand why that was Adam's move.]
You think you saw me cheating on you so you decided I should cheat more, with your blessing.
[To Ronan, it makes no sense.]
Why would you ever blame yourself for my weaknesses? Adam, everything that's happened is because I'm an idiot and an asshole.
[Now Ronan turns to look at Andyr. He hasn't forgotten Andyr's there, even if it seems like he's trying to disappear into thin air.]
And you, Andyr... I don't want to use you. Neither of you should have to go this far for me. I fucked up the both of you, and I get it, you're scared of what I'll do. But I can be alone.
[He returns his gaze to Adam, holding himself steady.]
You're allowed to be disappointed with me. You could have just told me I wasn't what you expected. You could have said I'm not the one.
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You think you saw me cheating on you so you decided I should cheat more, with your blessing.
[To Ronan, it makes no sense.]
Why would you ever blame yourself for my weaknesses? Adam, everything that's happened is because I'm an idiot and an asshole.
[Now Ronan turns to look at Andyr. He hasn't forgotten Andyr's there, even if it seems like he's trying to disappear into thin air.]
And you, Andyr... I don't want to use you. Neither of you should have to go this far for me. I fucked up the both of you, and I get it, you're scared of what I'll do. But I can be alone.
[He returns his gaze to Adam, holding himself steady.]
You're allowed to be disappointed with me. You could have just told me I wasn't what you expected. You could have said I'm not the one.