[ andyr doesn't fucking get steve rogers. no one here's tried as hard to get to know him as this guy has, especially when he's aware andyr's freaking stalking him - not the fanboy kind of stalking, the 'i'm not certain i don't want to kill you in your sleep yet' kind of stalking. andyr hasn't exactly been shy about that.
and yet, here he is, trying to relate. no, it's not the same, and while andyr might've brushed it off from someone else who didn't have this trend of giving so much of a shit like rogers, he doesn't here. instead, he's reading over the message a couple times, imagining steve as someone small and frail, stuck in a sick bed. ]
already started on them
but thanks
[ it's difficult to decide what else to say to him on that. express sympathy? he does feel some kind of empathy for that. but it's all so bizarre, and there's still the nagging feeling that this isn't what he's acting like it is. one reason in particular sticking out, and after a long moment, a second message is sent ]
you don't have to be nice to me just cause i look like him, you know. i know there's some similar shit with us, but we're not the same.
[ not nearly. even if they've both been twisted from what they were, and abused, bucky's something collapsed in, and andyr's something exploded out. where barnes is something wounded and mending, andyr'd leaned into the broken, snapped himself before it could be done to him, and rearranged the pieces into something worse. ]
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and yet, here he is, trying to relate. no, it's not the same, and while andyr might've brushed it off from someone else who didn't have this trend of giving so much of a shit like rogers, he doesn't here. instead, he's reading over the message a couple times, imagining steve as someone small and frail, stuck in a sick bed. ]
already started on them
but thanks
[ it's difficult to decide what else to say to him on that. express sympathy? he does feel some kind of empathy for that. but it's all so bizarre, and there's still the nagging feeling that this isn't what he's acting like it is. one reason in particular sticking out, and after a long moment, a second message is sent ]
you don't have to be nice to me just cause i look like him, you know. i know there's some similar shit with us, but we're not the same.
[ not nearly. even if they've both been twisted from what they were, and abused, bucky's something collapsed in, and andyr's something exploded out. where barnes is something wounded and mending, andyr'd leaned into the broken, snapped himself before it could be done to him, and rearranged the pieces into something worse. ]