I belong, but I shouldn't have taken the invitation. [ he does belong here, because ronan made certain he did, and this place feels like a home in a way he feels like he's never known before, but that isn't the point of it. ] You and Adam don't know better. I do.
[ andyr'd thought about it, when he first moved in, if it was really safe, and he'd just dismissed it. now, ronan's hurt, and adam's hurt, and he's the only one untouched. too late now to fix it, and he can't just abandon them, not like this. so, he has to find another way around it. he did send that message to kavinsky, when he'd been on his way out, so that's a start, at least. try to get all this crap out of his head somewhere else, so he comes home too tired to get worked up.
one way or next, he'll make sure neither of them ever have to see this another time. ]
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[ andyr'd thought about it, when he first moved in, if it was really safe, and he'd just dismissed it. now, ronan's hurt, and adam's hurt, and he's the only one untouched. too late now to fix it, and he can't just abandon them, not like this. so, he has to find another way around it. he did send that message to kavinsky, when he'd been on his way out, so that's a start, at least. try to get all this crap out of his head somewhere else, so he comes home too tired to get worked up.
one way or next, he'll make sure neither of them ever have to see this another time. ]
It won't happen again.