[ Adam doesn't pull back from his hiding spot pressed into Ronan's neck, not right away. But when he does he's still turning over both the words and the off handed comment about Andyr and the bath.
They really shouldn't have met here. Adam should've kept this place for himself and Ronan. That is his fault, really. ]
I don't want... to stop. [ Exactly. He doesn't want to have to be involved but he knows those are the stipulations and he can work with this. He can. ]
I saw you guys... in the med tent. I ... just... Ronan, you miss what you had with him, don't you? I planned to talk to you about this since then... [ He also spent quite a bit of time alone drunk and maybe with some drugs courtesy of Kavinsky but he leaves that information out. ]
How I feel doesn't change because I don't want to make you guys not have it... [ Words aren't his strong suit, especially not when their emotional, when he's terrified. ] It's my fault everything bad that's happened... and Andyr's...
You need him too, Ronan...Please stop trying to make this more or less than what it is.
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They really shouldn't have met here. Adam should've kept this place for himself and Ronan. That is his fault, really. ]
I don't want... to stop. [ Exactly. He doesn't want to have to be involved but he knows those are the stipulations and he can work with this. He can. ]
I saw you guys... in the med tent. I ... just... Ronan, you miss what you had with him, don't you? I planned to talk to you about this since then... [ He also spent quite a bit of time alone drunk and maybe with some drugs courtesy of Kavinsky but he leaves that information out. ]
How I feel doesn't change because I don't want to make you guys not have it... [ Words aren't his strong suit, especially not when their emotional, when he's terrified. ] It's my fault everything bad that's happened... and Andyr's...
You need him too, Ronan...Please stop trying to make this more or less than what it is.