[Adam wonders if Andyr sees through him. He's tried to keep the sadness and hurt off his face but he's not sure if he has. He almost laughs at the irony of Ronan's words. After all this entire thing is an exercise him denying hismelf and holding back.
He's not sure what to do between that and Andyr's motioning him. He doesn't fit. Ronans attention is still on andyr. Even when he's alone with Ronan he habitually holds back terrified of asking for too much. It's a miracle he'd finally asked him to make love to him.
He's sure Ronan regrets it though, or will. He reaches out his free hand to touch Ronan's thigh, fingers squeezing on his hand.]
Kiss me. [It's soft and more like a question than a demand or instruction his hand moving from his thigh to the side of his neck though he doesn't make him turn his head.]
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He's not sure what to do between that and Andyr's motioning him. He doesn't fit. Ronans attention is still on andyr. Even when he's alone with Ronan he habitually holds back terrified of asking for too much. It's a miracle he'd finally asked him to make love to him.
He's sure Ronan regrets it though, or will. He reaches out his free hand to touch Ronan's thigh, fingers squeezing on his hand.]
Kiss me. [It's soft and more like a question than a demand or instruction his hand moving from his thigh to the side of his neck though he doesn't make him turn his head.]