[Adam's voice is tired and he runs his thumb along the side of Andyr's hand. There's so much he can't say and make clear for Andyr because there's little point and it'd just hurt them both more most likely.]
All he's done lately is things that hurt me and all I do is hold him back from things... People... He wants to be with. [maybe that's not fair to say but Adam doesn't care as much about being fair.]
Maybe he and I meant to be together but not right now. [there's a brief pause and Adam's afraid to say what he's about to.]
I need to do this... But it doesn't change how I feel about you. How much I want you in my life the way you have been.
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[Adam's voice is tired and he runs his thumb along the side of Andyr's hand. There's so much he can't say and make clear for Andyr because there's little point and it'd just hurt them both more most likely.]
All he's done lately is things that hurt me and all I do is hold him back from things... People... He wants to be with. [maybe that's not fair to say but Adam doesn't care as much about being fair.]
Maybe he and I meant to be together but not right now. [there's a brief pause and Adam's afraid to say what he's about to.]
I need to do this... But it doesn't change how I feel about you. How much I want you in my life the way you have been.